Has your greatest fear ever come true?
-Yes, and not only my greatest fear but over 50% of my top ten have come true as well. I know that this is where I'm supposed to reflect on ideas such as my becoming stronger having dealt with such adversity, but I think that's a crock of shit. (Sorry for the language)
I know that failure, disappointment and loss are facts of life, and I have come to terms with that, but there are other now realized fears of mine that aren't facts of life. If anything, I still only see them as cruel jokes. I'm not stronger because of them, nor wiser, rather weaker, defeated and in more fear than before.
Fear is cancer, and eradication is slow.
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